"This doesn't last forever....."

This is what they say. How come it feels like forever when you are in it. Everyone says, "it gets better soon I promise." When....? It just feels like this is day in and day out, constant care. It is the hardest job I think anyone could ever have because it is constant and you don't get paid in money.

I love them so very much, I would give anything for them, but this is so very hard and I think my exhaustion is just overwhelming.

Today L'Dena (my mother-in-law) came over and watched the girls while my dearest friend Diana and I went to lunch. It was nice to get away, even though I missed them. I am so lucky to have people here helping me, I can't imagine a twin mom who doesn't have family around, or help like this. Honestly, I won't make it if I didn't.