Oh My!!!

Oh my!!! That is all I have to say about today! Wendy left around 11:15am and I was very sad. It is so nice to have someone else around to talk to and to help with the little things. I find that my days fly by because I am busy doing it all by myself. Granted, it is not even to the next feeding yet that I am writing this blog, however, I feel confident that I am correct in saying that the time goes faster because I am constantly prepping for the next ... thing, while they are sleeping. P.S. About them sleeping, there is this stinkin fly that keeps landing on Ava's face right now and about to wake her up... if it weren't so hard to catch and kill a fly I'd do it.

Okay, so when wendy left today I went to hastings book store to get a book about the first year, then I went to HEB... the grocery store for you northerners.... I did it all by myself, it was hard, but I managed to get them in and out of the car, into the store, got what I needed and we made it home safely!

Twin club members have been great at helping by bringing meals by. Wendy stocked my freezer along with my Dad, which was so helpful and will be as the days go on and I my responsibilities are increasing.

Several of you commended me on opening up about my struggles with raising twins and the feelings I was having.. thank you, I know that most of you know you can count on me always to tell the truth in how I am feeling, even if the truth isn't that great! Another twin mom put it best, "my hands are full, but my heart is overflowing." I think that describes it the best. I feel that overwhelming responsibility and then I am reminded that I can do this and I need to take it one hour at a time as Nicole says these first days. I am lucky to have such great friends and family rooting me on along the way.

So, it's almost time for them to eat again...... wish me luck!!! Love you all